Re Dei Lacrimosi

I vucem lajen sa turcinom, ne zanosim se velicinom. bahat sam sa zaduzenjima, vidim sta smijem i mogu, da me vide potukli bi me do nogu. Borba, jutro, ili dan je vec, od dima odvise ne vidim, vrijeme je lec. pocetak, il kraj, vise nije bitno. Otici cu kad je pravo vrijem, nepobitno. Metalika

(Og)n(j)ista

Kroz kuce nasih predaka
samo hladna jeza probija
zgasla ognjista i prazna kolijevka,
Zaboravljeni osmjesi grle zivotne radosti drhteci.
Sahranjena pravda lezi na srcu ko gromada,
sto je manja krivica to teze pada.
Nebo pije uzdahe,
salje prikaze protiv zaborava,
stitnik ljudskih prava.
Da mi bi umrijeti
odmorila bi se
kaze moja stara.
A ko bi nju mogao da sprijeci

Klica

Klija duboko u meni
zdere i guta,
cemer i jad
tuga sve brise sa svog puta.
Kad pobjedi nestacu
na gubitku smo
i ona i ja

Himna

I dva i tri prsta
plasim se i polumjeseca i krsta,
obe vrste bradonja su strava
dok ne padne mrtva glava.
Djeca bez buducnosti,
djeca bez proslosti,
daleko smo dosli s tim.

Sve mu je djelovalo normalno. ustao je jako rano, kao i svaki dan, iako je je legao oko jedan vec u 6 je bio na nogama, spreman za nove radne pobjede. Odradio je jutarnji set vjezbi i otisao pod tus kad je cuo zvono. Komsinica prekopta. u donjem vesu. Trazi soljicu secera. Ok, i cudnije se stvari desavaju, medjutim dok je on otisao u kuhinju i vratio se komsinica je skinula odjecu i pocela da se zadovoljava usred sobe. pomalo se lozio na nju i iako se zacudio nije mnogo razmisljao. Prisao joj je poceo da je ljubi. Seks je bio kratak i jako glasan. Makar je ona bila glasna. Posto je otisla sa svojom soljicom secera (jedva ju je odvojio od uda, iz nekog razloga ga je lizala deset minuta posto je svrsio, dok joj se pogled gubio u daljini) krenuo je pod tus, opet, ali ga je na pola puta do kupatila opet naslo zvono. Druga komsinica sa sprata. U spavacici. Problemi sa sudoperom. Nakon sto je pola sata proveo ubjedjujuci je da nemam pojma o cijevima i njenog upornog navaljivanja da dodje kod nje da pogledam otisao je do njenog stana i podvukao se pod sudoper. ispalo je da nije to bilo jedino pod sta se podvukao, posto je komsinica posto je legao otkpcala njegove pantalone i drugi jutarnji je mogao da pocne. Dok je citava glasna i brza akcija, opet, prosla mogao je uhvatiti malo vremena da mu kroz glavu prodje da nesto debelo nije u redu. nije sumnjao u svoj sarm i zavodnicke kvalitete, ali ove zene je sreo par puta i nisu pokazivale ni trunku interesovanja za njega. ali kad je usao u stan i sestra mu se javila da mu kaze kako ima vlazne snove o njemu otkad je svjesna sebe znao je da ludi. Odmah je nazvao majku, posto je sa njom uvijek pricao u kriznim situacijama. javila se. Odnosno neko se javio, i nista nije cuo osim buke i neke muzike. Lose muzike. Zabrinut pozurio je do stana njegovih roditelja. Da bi nasao svoju majku u sendvicu izmedju svojih najboljih prijatelja. Nisu ni obratili paznju na njega kad se pojavio. Sad je bio siguran da ludi, otrcao je do kola braneci se od polugolih zena koje su ga spopadale na ulici. Navratio je samo do marketa da se opskrbi namirnicama, morao se braniti od pohotnih prodavacica, a izmedju polica su se parovi tucali kao zecevi. Jako glasno. I brzo. Stigao je do stana, zabarikadirao se unutra, morao je da razvali policu da bi mogao da zakuca daske na prozore. Na televiziji su bili samo porno filmovi, i to oni losi. Sto je jos gore njegova velika filmska kolekcija se sada sastojala samo od blago pomjerenih porno naslova. Popio je saku tableta za spavanje, zgrabio jastuk i nadao se da ce sve biti po starom kad se probudi, pritom proklinjuci svaki put kad je kao klinac pomislio zasto mu se ne desavaju stvari kao u pronicima.

Bilo je zanimljivo kako zivot moze da se poigra sa tobom. Ser, kakva smijurija. na kraju krajeva zasluzio je, nakon svega. Rano je ostao bez oca, a majka ga je ostavila sa bakom zbog gada za kojim je otisla. Prokleta kucka, sve je ucinila da ga unisti. Srecom naisao je na gospodina Stouksa. Susret koji mu je promjenio zivot. Heh. Nema vjecnog zivota bez istinske patnje.Jedna od stvari koje mi je rekao. Da ih nikad ne zaboravim. Dolazio je par puta za vrijeme predavanja i nisam mislio da njegove posjete imaju nekog znacaja za mene. Dok nisam dobio pozvi da poslije casova dodjem do kancelarije direktora. ovakve vrste poziva nisu bile uobicajene. Ogromna drvena vrata sa rezbarijama, Pakao, kako sam kasnije saznao. Stojao je sa lagnim smjeskom kad sam usao. Ponudio me da sjednem. Prvo je poceo sa mojom zivotnom pricom. Znao jesve do najsitnijih detalja. I onda je presao na stvar. Rekao mi je da pripada jednoj drvenoj rasi i da su ga zvali mnogim imenima prije nego je dobio ovo danasnje. Rekao je i da moguda ga zovem Henri, jer ime nista ne znaci. Ponudio mi je zivot, i to ne bilo kakav, vjecni. Da je slucajno bio ista manje oddirektora moje skole ismijao bi ga, surovo, kako su to moji vrsnjaci precesto cinili. I pored tog autoriteta on je znao neke stvari o meni koje niko, osim mene samog, nij mogao znati. Potom mi je rekao da rpvo moram da mu budem hrana neko vrijeme i da je to mucno i bolno iskustvo, ali da se isplati. Realno nisam imao sta da izgubim, zivio sam sa majcinom majkom i strastveno mrzio njenog novog muza, zamjenu za mog oca.Pristao sam. Mjesecima sam dopustao gospodinu Stouku da isisava zivot iz mene. Za to vrijeme smo pricali o filozofiji, matematici, umjetnosti. Osjecao sam da mi sve te stari koje sam smatrao teskim i koje mi nikada nisu pretjerano dobro isle sada postaju jasne i jednostavne. Osjetio sam da se mijenjam. Majka me pozvala da se vratim kuci, ali Henri je nasao nacin da je ubjedi da me vrati u skolu. Bilo je vrijeme za ritual. Lezao sam na okrugloj kamenoj ploci, na kojoj je bio izdubljen crveni pentagram. Presjekao mi je vratnu zilu, zile na zglobovima ruku i na nogama. Potom je posjekao svoj zglob i pustio da mu krv kaplje na moje rane. Krv mi je tekla niz kamene zljebove, slivajuci se u jedan pehar. On je pio iz nnjega, dok mi rane nisu zarasle. Poslije mi je rekao da samo jedan od hiljadu prezivi ritual. bio sam izabran an vise nacina. Prva stvar koju sam uradio bila je ubistvo ocuha. Onda sam malo divljao, one hiljade za cije smrti sam kriv pravdali su kugom i dodavali su broju zrtava te bolesti. Umorio sam se i od smrti i odlucio da se skrasim. Bavio sam se naukom, postao prorok novog doba. Kao bilo koji od nas, regrutovanih. I sad gledam sa nostalgijom na to doba, na pocetke, na vrijeme kad sam se sluzio svojim imenom. Sad, dok sjedim u parku i sa lazom paznjom gledam u Tajms i, kao, pijem kafu iz papirne case. Trazim segrta. Treba nam malo naucne revolucije. Sisari ponovo trebaju nasu pomoc

Proslo je vec neko vrijeme. Ali nije imao mira, osjecao je njeno prisustvo na svakom koraku, u svakoj stvari, osobi. Bio je ocajan. Toliko ocajan da je posegnuo za knjigama samopomoci. I poslije neznanog broja pocjepanih stranica i bijesnih bacanja, sutiranja istih naisao je na nesto sto mu se ucinilo zanimljivo. Kaze neka teta da poslije veze u koju je osoba bila veoma emotivno upletene prvi korak je skupiti sve stvari koje te podsjecaju na tu osobu i zapaliti ih. Prvo se nasmijao na tu pomisao. Onda je poceo da razmislja o njoj. I znao je da ce to na kraju uraditi, ali se opirao, jer nije zelio da izgubi sve sto ga veze za nju. Konacno je odlucio i poceo da skuplja stvari po stanu. Figuricu samuraja, omiljenu knjigu, sat, sliku... Tek je zavrsio sa dnevnom sobom a na stolu je bila vec poprilicna gomila stvari. Definitivno ce to da uradi. Poceo je fanaticno da vadi stvari sa polica, ormana, iz kupatila. Dnevna soba je bila prepuna stvari koje je ona kupila, voljela, koje su je podsjecale na njega. Nagurao je i namjestaj i legao je na gomilu. Razmisljao je da li je to sve. Nije bilo. Ostalo je jos mnogo mjesta, stvari koje su zajedno radili. Njih nije mogao zapaliti. Uzeo je benzin i pustio ga da se sliva niz njega i stvari. Dobar savjet, rijesice svoje probleme. Mir, konacno

Stojao je u cosku i prezrivo gledao po sobi. Za prezir niko nije mogao da zna sem njega jer mu je lice prekrivala njegova standardna grimasa. Grimasa za zurke. Pljunuo je, glasno, hranu na nekog jadnika, a punom sakom je zagrabio hranu sa prepunog tanjira i bacio je na drugog. Sobom se prolomila salva smijeha. Poceo je da grokce. Hrana mu je ispadala sa tanjira. Ali ne mari, domacin mu je dopunio tanjir. Zapravo prepunio, ponovo. Bio je atrakcija. Tako je zivio. Od partija, zurki, izlozbi. Da ga nije mucio cinizam bio bi to stvarno ugodan zivot. Gadili su mu se. Svi odreda, na prvom mjestu domacini, potom jadnici koji pokunjene glave bjeze jer ih maltretira, a zatim ostatak svijeta. Malo je obolio od ovoga, ali nije vidio drugi nacin da covjek bez formalnog obrazovanja lagodno zivi. Spustio je tanjir, uzeo dva piva, napunio usta i isprskao jedno u vazduh, popio drugo i skinuo pantalone. Poceo je da pisa u cosku sobe, i lagano se okretao dok nije otjerao par sa kauca. Sjeo je u sopstvenu mokracu. Volio bi da im vidi lica kad napise knjigu.

Ni rijeci, ni stih, ne osta nista sem daha sto bijeli se u hladnoj noci, da bogdo tako iz mene nestanu tvoje oci

A US judge bans publication of a book by a Swedish author promoted as a sequel to JD Salinger's The Catcher in the Rye.

Razvezao je duvankesu. bijesno. Uzeo je grumen duvana i razvukao ga po papiru. Lagano je uvijao papir medju prstima. Skoro da je zaboravio malopredjasnje dogadjaje. Spustio je svjeze smotanu cigaru na sto. Nasuo je rum u casu i iskapio je. Nasuo je jos jednu. Lagano je povukao stolicu, sjeo, podigao noge na sto. Zapalio je cigaru, povukao dim, ispustio ga i popio gutljaj. Jos uvijek nije skidao kostim. Znao je da ce opet prespavati u njemu. Uvijek ista prica, zadnjih deset godina, od proklete nesrece na platformi. Obozavao je Halloween. Navukao bi svoj kostim gusara. Uvijek gusara. Otisao bi na neku zabavu u blizini stana, prethodno dobro naliven rumom, citavu noc hodao sa kukom i bocom, vikao argh i ho ho ho. Uvijek isti scenario. Potom bi nekoj od zena bila zanimljiva citava predstava. Tada bi pijani mornar iz njega progovorio i pozvao je u stan. Pristala bi, naravno. I dok su pijano teturali stepenistem mislio je kako mu se sreca preokrenula. Mozda. To je bio privid. Usla bi, pijanstvo bi je sprijecilo da primjeti kormilo, Jolly Roger-a i druge zastave, gusarske naravno, sablje, kubure, cak i djulad, razbacane po kuci. Krenuli bi da se skidaju i nije bilo bitno da li je bio skinut prvo povez ili kuka. Pogled pun zgrazanja, savrseno otrijeznjen, glupavi izgovor, zatim odlazak, ne, bijeg iz njegovog brloga. Proklete kurve. Sve do jedne. Prije 400 godina bi je uzeo na silu, prerezao joj grkljan i bacio je u more a mjesto gdje zivi bi zapalio. Mrzi Halloween. Ho ho ho, and a bottle of rum

Bio je ponosan, kako ce ga samo slaviti citav Copor kad stigne. Naravno ako stigne. Morao je stici. Jutros nije mogao ni da sanja, nadaos se da ce uhvatiti veliku bubu, ili pacova, ovako nesto nije mogao ni da sanja. Jer nikad nije vidio toliko mesa u jednom komadu. Cak ni Vodja, koji je, pored toga sto je najveci i najjaci, najbolji lovac, i vjecito jeo najbolje parce, nikad nije donio tako bogatu gozbu. Ovaj put nece, ovaj put ce on, lukavi, najmanji i najslabiji clan copora, da se gosti. Vec je u glavi kako lagano, pred svima, isjeca komad i zdere ga. Pohotno.Bilo je tesko, vukao je Komad koji je bio skoro tezi od njega kroz rusevine onoga sto je nekad bilo i kroz otpad koji su Povrsinci s vremena na vrijeme prosipali na njih. Stici ce do Brloga. Mora. Nije to pitanje casti. Davno je izgubio cast, za nju nema mjesta kada si slab. Poslije ovoga ce dobiti bitno mjesto u coporu, i jako dugo ce se pricati na okupljanjima Copora o Komadu koji je Lukavi donio. Jer niko od njih, ma koliko jaci bio od njega, nije vidio toliki komad mesa. Vjerovao je da ni Povrsinci nisu. Mozda i jesu. Komad je ipak ruka jednog od njih

Tiho, nek bujica rijeci
Osjecaje ne prijeci
Da isplivaju.
Ulud kameno lice,
Ispod sve te price
Iskri zdenac gorcine
Sto vrisku i bijesu brise ime
Njezno, blago,
Dok ne ostane samo ono
Sto nekad bi drago,
U vremenu kad je mladost,
Glupost sto pravo joj je ime,
Upravljase svime.
Bah

Te noći nisam mogao da ostanem u bašči, potrebno mi je bilo da se odvojim, da zaboravim, a ovdje se sve nametalo kao izazov. Mjesečina je ledena i kao da je zaudarala na sumpor, cvijeće je mirisalo prejako, razdražujuće, počupati bi ga trebalo, pogaziti nogama, da ostane samo čkalj i pusta ledina, da ostane mezarje, bez oznaka, da ne podsjeća ninašto, da ostane gola ljudska misao, bez slika, bez mirisa, bez veze sa stvarima oko nas, i rijeku bi trebalo zaustaviti da ne žubori podsmješljivo, i ptice podaviti po krošnjama i pod strehama da ne ćućore besmisleno, i porušiti sve vodenice pod kojima se kupaju gole djevojke, zagraditi sokake, zakovati kapije, silom utišati život, da ne buja zlo.

Hodala je, zapravo kretala se, posto joj se noge nisu vidjele od uskog i jako dugog komada platna, ili necega sto je izgledalo kao platno i lebdjelo na destak centimetara od njenog tijela, ako ga je uopste imala, jer ni ono se nije vidjelo. Hodala je niz mracnu ulicicu kao bestjelesna glava sa gomilom  "platna" ispod sebe. Kristalno cistog bijelog platna. Prosjak se vukao, tesko i hrapavao kasljuci. Kad joj se dovoljno priblizio ona je stegnula desnu saku i ono sto je izgledalo kao platno i visilo sa vrhova ruku pretvorilo se u dugo nazubljeno sjecivo u obliku trougla, postavljeno na nadlanicu. Probulazila ga je njim i zadrzala ga sekund u vazduhu, dok god se nije prestao koprcati. Potom ga je sa lakocom bacila u stranu, i nastavila hodati. Sjedio je malo dalje na kanti i sa glavom medju rukama dopustao vodi da mu se sliva niz lice i pada na zemlju. "Stigla si", rekao je,"krenimo". Uzela ga je ispod ruke, i usli su u zid.

Zali sto je naucio da cita, sto je grijesio against all odds, i sto jako mnogo razmislja o tome. Nema blage veze, apsolutno. Huda sudba, valjda

R.E.M. - To the One I Love

This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
A simple prop to occupy my time
This one goes out to the one I love

Fire
Fire

This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
A simple prop to occupy my time
This one goes out to the one I love (Love)

Fire (She's comin' down on her own now)
Fire (She's comin' down on her own now)

This one goes out to the one I love
This one goes out to the one I've left behind
Another prop has occupied my time
This one goes out to the one I love (Love)

Fire (She's comin' down on her own now)
Fire (She's comin' down on her own now)
Fire (She's comin' down on her own now)
Fire (She's comin' down on her own now)


Dido -  Here With Me

I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory


Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide


And I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


And I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me


I don't want to call my friends
For they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been


Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide


And I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here


I won't go
And I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


And I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me


Oh I am what I am
I do what I want
But I can't hide


And I won't go
I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here


And I won't go
And I won't sleep
And I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me


I won't leave
I can't hide
I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me


Kemal Monteno - Nije htjela

Prosla je kroz moje pjesme strasno
i u svakoj ostavila trag
shvatio sam, al' je bilo kasno
da joj nisam drag

Godine su ostale za nama
cvijetna polja, mladosti i sve
ostao sam sam, ostao sam sam
jer nikad vise vratiti se nece, nikad vise

Nije htjela, nije htijela
moje pjesme, moju ljubav, moja djela
nije htjela ruke moje
svoju ljubav, nije dala srce svoje
nije htjela

Svaka njena rijec jos uvijek boli
iako vec dugo nije tu
srce jos ne prestaje da voli
da voli nju

Nije lako naci prave rijeci
ove noci kad se dijeli sve
ostao sam sam, ostao sam sam
jer nikad vise vratiti se nece, nikad vise


Sam Cooke - Change Is Gonna Come

I was born by the river in a little tent
Oh and just like the river I been a runnin' ever since
It's been a long, a long time coming but I know
A change gon' come oh yes it will
It's been too hard living but I'm afraid to die
Cuz I don't know what's up there beyond the sky
It's been a long, a long time coming but I know
A change gon' come oh yes it will

I go to the movie, and I go downtown
Somebody keep tellin me "don't hang around"
It's been a long, a long time coming, but i know
A change gon' come oh yes it will

Then I go to my brother
And I say "brother, help me please"
But he winds up knocking me
Back down on my knees
There been times that I thought I wouldn't last for long
Now think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, along time coming but I know
A change gon' come, oh yes it will


The Beatles - Norwegian Wood

I once had a girl, or should I say, she once had me...
She showed me her room, isn't it good, norwegian wood?

She asked me to stay and she told me to sit anywhere,
So I looked around and I noticed there wasn't a chair.

I sat on a rug, drinking her wine, biting my time,
We talked until two and then she said, "It's time for bed"

She told me she worked in the morning and started to laugh.
I told her I didn't and crawled off to sleep in the bath

And when I awoke, I was alone, this bird had flown
So I lit a fire, isn't it good, norwegian wood.


The Beatles - I Wanna Hold Your Hand

Oh yeh, I'll tell you something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand
You'll let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide

Yeh, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy inside
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide

Yeh, you've got that something
I think you'll understand
When I'll feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand


Sinead O'connor - Nothing Compares 2 U

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing
I said nothing can take away these blues
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor n'guess what he told me
Guess what he told me
He said girl u better try to have fun
No matter what you'll do
But he's a fool
`Cause nothing compares
Nothing compares to you

all the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you
Nothing compares
Nothing compares to you


Tracy Chapman - Fast Car

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere

Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove

You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living

You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
I say his body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way

I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone

You got a fast car
And we go cruising to entertain ourselves
You still ain't got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a big house and live in the suburbs
You got a fast car
And I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans I ain't going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving

You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so you can fly away
You gotta make a decision
You leave tonight or live and die this way


The Temptations - Papa Was a Rolling Stone

Papa Was a Rolling Stone
Temptations
It was the third of September.
That day I'll always remember, yes I will.
'Cause that was the day that my daddy died.
I never got a chance to see him.
Never heard nothing but bad things about him.
Mama, I'm depending on you to tell me the tuth.
And Mama just hung her head and said,
Son, Papa was a rolling stone.
Wherever he laid his hat was his home.
(And when he died) All he left us was alone.
Papa was a rolling stone, my son.
Wherever he laid his hat was his home.
(And when he died) All he left us was alone.
Well, well
Hey Mama, is it true what they say,
that Papa never worked a day in his life?
And Mama, some bad talk going around town
saying that Papa had three outside children and another wife.
And that ain't right.
Hey, talk about Papa doing some store front preaching.
Talked about saving souls and all the time leaching.
Dealing in debt and stealing in the name of the Lord.
Mama just hung her head and said,
Papa was a rolling stone, my son.
Wherever he laid his hat was his home.
(And when he died) All he left us was alone.
Hey, Papa was a rolling stone.
Wherever he laid his hat was his home.
(And when he died) All he left us was alone.
Ugh
Hey Mama, I heard Papa called himself a jack of all trades.
Tell me is that what sent Papa to an early grave?
Folks say Papa would beg, borrow, steal to pay his bills.
Hey Mama, folks say that Papa was never much on thinking.
Spent most of his life chasing women and drinking.
Mama, I'm depending on you to tell me the truth.
And Mama looked up with a tear in her eye and said,
Son, Papa was a rolling stone. (Well, well, well, well)
Wherever he laid his hat was his home.
(And when he died) All he left us was alone, lone, lone, lone, alone.
Papa was a rolling stone.
Wherever he laid his hat was his home.
(And when he died) All he left us was alone.
I said, Papa was a rolling stone. Wherever he laid his hat was his home.
(And when he died) All he left us was alone.



James Taylor - Fire And Rain

Just yesterday morning they let me know you were gone
Suzanne the plans they made put an end to you
I walked out this morning and I wrote down this song
I just can't remember who to send it to

I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again

Won't you look down upon me, Jesus
You've got to help me make a stand
You've just got to see me through another day
My body's aching and my time is at hand
And I won't make it any other way

oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again

I’ve been walking my mind to an easy time
My back turned towards the sun
Lord knows when the cold wind blows it’ll turn your head around
Well, there’s hours of time on the telephone line
To talk about things to come
Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground.

oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you, baby, one more time again, now

Thought I'd see you one more time again
There's just a few things coming my way this time around, now
Thought I'd see you, thought I'd see you fire and rain, now


Al Green - Ain't No Sunshine When She's Gone


Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
it's not warm when she's away.
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
and she's always gone too long
anytime she goes away.

Wonder, this time where she's gone,
wonder if she's gonna stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
and this house just ain't no home,
anytime she goes away.

And i know,i know, i know, i know, i know
i know,i know, i know, i know, i know
i know,i know, i know, i know, i know
i know,i know, i know, i know, i know
i know, hey i ought to leave the young thing alone,

But ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
only darkness everyday.
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone,
and this house just ain't no home,
anytime she goes away.

Anytime she goes away, anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away......


Alogia - Novi dan

Obican dan, dosadna prica,
zivot je nekad samo navika...
Isprekidan niz slucajnih slika,
poznata muzika...

Molim boga za jos vramena,
ali ogledalo me podseca
da je mladost prosla
i da je jesen dosla
da andjeli su tu pred vratima

dolazi mrak, noci bez sna,
molitva na bledim usnama,
osecam strah, blizi se cas,
otkucava u mojim grudima...

U sobi mrak, i ponoc je prosla,
dok grad spava neko razmislja...
Muce ga sumorne misli,
teraju san...

Sta nosi novi dan ?


Neil Young - Heart of Gold


I want to live,
I want to give
I've been a miner
for a heart of gold.
It's these expressions
I never give
That keep me searching
for a heart of gold
And I'm getting old.
Keeps me searching
for a heart of gold
And I'm getting old.

I've been to Hollywood
I've been to Redwood
I crossed the ocean
for a heart of gold
I've been in my mind,
it's such a fine line
That keeps me searching
for a heart of gold
And I'm getting old.
Keeps me searching
for a heart of gold
And I'm getting old.

Keep me searching
for a heart of gold
You keep me searching
for a heart of gold
And I'm getting old.
I've been a miner
for a heart of gold.


Jimmy Cliff - Too Many Rivers To Cross

Many rivers to cross
But I can't seem to find my way over
Wandering I am lost
As I travel along the white cliffs of dover

Many rivers to cross
And it's only my will that keeps me alive
I've been licked, washed up for years
And I merely survive because of my pride

And this loneliness won't leave me alone
It's such a drag to be on your own
My woman left me and she didn't say why
Well, I guess I'll have to cry

Many rivers to cross
But just where to begin I'm playing for time
There have been times I find myself
Thinking of committing some dreadful crime

Yes, I've got many rivers to cross
But I can't seem to find my way over
Wandering, I am lost
As I travel along the white cliffs of Dover

Yes, I've got many rivers to cross
And I merely survive because of my will...


Led Zeppelin - Heartbreaker

Hey fellas, have you heard the news?
You know that annies back in town?
It wont take long just watch and see
How the fellas lay their money down.
Her style is new but the face is the same
As it was so long ago,
But from her eyes, a diffrent smile
Like that of one who knows.
Well, its been ten years and maybe more
Since I first set eyes on you;
The best years of my life gone by,
Here I am alone and blue.
Some people cry and some people die
By the wicked ways of love;
But Ill just keep on rollin along
With the grace of the lord above.
People talkin all around bout the way you left me flat,
I dont care what the people say, I know where their jive is at.
One thing I do have on my mind, if you can clarify please do,
Its the way you call me by another guys name when I try to make love to you!
I try to make love but it aint no use.
Give it to me, give it!
(guitar solo)
Work so hard I couldnt unwind,
Get some money saved;
Abuse my love a thousand times,
However hard I tried.
Heartbreaker, your time has come,
Cant take your evil way;
Go away,
Heartbreaker.


The Supremes -  You Keep Me Hangin' On

Set me free, why don't'cha, babe?
Get out my life, why don't'cha, babe?
'Cause you don't really love me,
You just keep me hangin' on.
You don't really need me,
But you keep me hangin' on.

Why do you keep a-comin' around,
Playing with my heart?
Why don't you get out of my life,
And let me make a new start?
Let me get over you,
The way you've gotten over me.

Hey, set me free, why don't'cha, babe?
Let me be, why don't'cha, babe?
(Ooo-oo-oo.)
'Cause you don't really love me,
You just keep me hangin' on.
(Ooo-oo-oo.)
Now you don't really want me,
You just keep me hangin' on.

You say although we broke up,
You still wanna be just friends.
But how can we still be friends,
When seein' you only breaks my heart again?

[Spoken:] And there ain't nothing I can do about it!

Wo-oh oh-oh oh.
(Set me free, why don't'cha, babe?)
Wo-oh oh-oh oh.
(Get out my life), ((why don't'cha, babe?))
(Ooo-oo-oo.)
Set me free, why don't'cha, babe?
Get out my life, why don't'cha, babe?

You claim you still care for me,
But your heart and soul needs to be free.
And now that you've got your freedom,
You wanna still hold on to me.
You don't want me for yourself,
So let me find somebody else.

Hey-hey!

Why don't you be a man about it,
And set me free?
(Ooo-oo-oo.)
Now, you don't care a thing about me,
You're just using me.
(Ooo-oo-oo.)
Go on, get out, get out of my life,
And let me sleep at night.
[Fade.]
(Ooo-oo-oo.)
'Cause you don't really love me,
You just keep me hangin' on...


Bonnie Raitt - I Can't Make You Love Me

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, dont patronize - dont patronize me

Chorus: cause I cant make you love me if you dont
You cant make your heart feel something it wont
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and Ill feel the power
But you wont, no you wont
cause I cant make you love me, if you dont

Ill close my eyes, then I wont see
The love you dont feel when youre holding me
Morning will come and Ill do whats right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
Chorus: cause I cant make you love me if you dont
You cant make your heart feel something it wont
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and Ill feel the power
But you wont, no you wont
cause I cant make you love me, if you dont


Staind - Outside

And you,
Can bring me to my knees
Again
All the times
That I could beg you please
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
And I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I felt like this won't end
It's for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I cried
My intentions
Were full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be okay

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you


Duffy - Warwick Avenu

 

When I get to Warwick Avenue 
Meet me by the entrance of the tube 
We can talk things over a little time 
Promise me you wont step out of line 

When I get to Warwick Avenue 
Please drop the past and be true 
Don't think we're okay 
Just because I'm here 
You hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear 

I'm leaving you for the last time baby 
You think you're loving 
But you don't love me 
I've been confused 
Outta my mind lately 
You think you're loving 
But I want to be free 
Baby you’ve hurt me 

When I get to Warwick Avenue 
We'll spend an hour but no more than two 
Our only chance to speak once more 
I showed you the answers, now here's the door 

When I get to Warwick Avenue 
I'll tell you baby that we're through 

'Cause I'm leaving you for the last time baby 
You think you're loving 
But you don't love me 
I've been confused 
And outta my mind lately 
You think you're loving 
But you don't love me 
I want to be free
Baby you've hurt me 

All the days spent together 
I wish for better 
But I didn't want the train to come 
Now it's departed, I'm broken hearted 
Seems like we never started 
All those days spent together 
When I wished for better 
And I didn't want the train to come 
No, no

You think you're loving 
But you don't love me 
I want to be free
Baby you've hurt me 
You don't love me 
I want to be free 
Baby you've hurt me


Stevie Wonder - I Just Called

No new yearss day
To celebrate
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring
No song to sing
In fact heres just another ordinary day
No april rain
No flowers bloom
No wedding saturday within the month of june
But what it is
Is something true
Made up of these three words that I must say to you

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

No summers high
No warm july
No harvest moon to light one tender august night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
No even time for birds to fly to southern skies
No libra sun
No halloween
No giving thanks to all the christmas joy you bring
But what it is
Though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do.

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

Of my heart
Of my heart


Guns 'n' Rosses - November Rain

When I look into your eyes

I can see a love restrained

But darlin' when I hold you

Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

And we both know hearts can change

And it's hard to hold a candle

In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time

Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go

An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today

Walking away

If we could take the time to lay it on the line

I could rest my head

Just knowin' that you were mine

All mine

So if you want to love me

then darlin' don't refrain

Or I'll just end up walkin'

In the cold November rain



Do you need some time...on your own

Do you need some time...all alone

Everybody needs some time...on their own

Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart

When even friends seem out to harm you

But if you could heal a broken heart

Wouldn't time be out to charm you



Sometimes I need some time...on my 

own Sometimes I need some time...all alone

Everybody needs some time...on their own

Don't you know you need some time...all alone



And when your fears subside

And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh

I know that you can love me

When there's no one left to blame

So never mind the darkness

We still can find a way

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

Even cold November rain





Don't ya think that you need somebody

Don't ya think that you need someone

Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one

You're not the only one


Rain Delay - Essence of Loss

Restrospection, the deep felt times, Like heavy
teardrops evaporate. The strenght, held in
meaningless words, I must reveal to feel
levitation in this body. Understanding the essence
of loss Ends this dreadful path of mine. So inert
I leave my conscience, Mountain of sighs and
throes gathered by years of sorrow. I am
moonstricken, gone with streams of fading light.
Mourning, I relinquish my life. Ma disparition a
commence. Il pleur...

04:00 Bojan je kreten. I to mnogo voli. Za tebe. Dabogda umro. I. Kako bi voleo da si tu. 22:22 Najjaca stvar je kad igras papirica sa likom ciji nadimak je Djavo i on napise na jednom od osam mogucih Bog. Je li neko rekao ironija?
00:15 Neko je rekao Djavole volim te ko Boga. Tresh
03:30 Bojan misli da jos ima uvijek ima minimalnih problema  sa samokontrolom, kojih bi doduse bilo manje da prelomi i kaze sebi da ga boli kurac za to sta ce neko reci zato sto ne bi da se raspravlja sa glupavim ljudima. Elem nakon zavrsetka partije kantera, oko tri sata po ponoci, jedina kola koja su se zaustavila na moj podignuti prst bila su civilna kola policije, naravno ne da bi me povezli, nego da me upishu u tefter, al sam morao jos dvaput morao objasnjavati njihovim kolegama da vec imaju moje podatke i da bi bio red da me puste, posto imam preko pola puta da pjesacim do kuce. Ne isplati se biti normalan, posten, odan, ali ne mislim na malogradjansko poimanje tih rijeci, onih koji kontaju da je jedino bitno biti u skladu sa trenutnim normama, makar dok si van kuce, ili dok te drugi ne vide. Every man for himself
00:41 ...We live in a cynical world. Cynical world... You make me complete... I ko povjeruje u takvu recenicu i prepusti se? Niko i nikad (cast izuzetnim idiotima, ali svaka). A zasto je tako jednostavno povjerovati u taj dzeri megvajerizam? Jer je bolje vjerovati da te neko ceka bez obzira na sve, i da si nekom potreban, nego suociti se sa istinom da smo sami. Potpuno. I covjeciji mozak je totalno falican, ja i pored 2000+ odgledanih kvalitetnih filmova pogledam do kraja ovakvo sranje. Dobro, malo sam ovisan o TV mediju

02:46 Bojan i dalje vjeruje u bajke, i jako mu je zao sto mu pokvarise Djeda Mraza, Boga, i slicne djetinje stvarke. E da, i cmizdri na srecne, i manje srecne, ljubavne price na TV ekranima. Ni sam ne zna kako i zasto, i to bi mu trebalo biti pokvareno jako davno.
22:22 Dok pokusavam slusajuci Tom Waitsa po staklenoj cesti stici na drugu stanicu zbog radi svercovanja u prevozu da bi stigao na Skorsizov poludokumentarac o Stonsima, uz pratnju iznenadne, genijalne ledene kise sto ostade od zadnjeg potopa. Krejzi madrfakr, narucih li neko ludilo veceras ili sta
01:02 Jebeno nevjerovatno, dokumentarac za koji vjerujem da je bolji od same svirke, doduse zacinjen pri kraju pri spusenim klincima nafuranim dasu buntovnici a ne kontaju da su samo neodgojeni. Opet Tom i ja, kisica, on veli kold rejn, i cekanje na komecijalu. Pardon, note to self, komercijala je nekad i u 01:10 umjesto u pola dva, trcao za istom

19:02 Volio bih na Hladno pivo, ali ne zelim da cujem stvar, nikad. U fazi u kojoj sam opishem pjesme, ali ih ne obznanjujem, na kraju ih pobrisem. Obozavam svoj mazohizam, iako sa vremenom raste. Ponovo poceli snovi, sjenke ih opsjedaju. Jupi

Ne ubijati, sakatiti i sl. u kraju u kome zivis. Stalno se smjeskati, ne smijati, smjeskati, ljudi su povjerljivi prema blago osmjehnutim. Iza kuce ikopati rupu i napuniti je krecom, dobra stvar za ciscenje kostiju. Pricati mnogo o sebi, od toga se ljudi uljuljkaju u sigurnost. Motorku maskirati u nesto bezopasno, npr. u frizbi i fotoaparat. Srecan lov

"Mrzim te", rekao je jako glasno, naslonio kundak na lice, u trenutku je priblizio nisanom karabina koje je posmatrao na smrtonosnu daljinu, i poceo da puca, sa vrha zgrade po gomili. Poslije dva brza hica i dvije zrtve sa utrobom na kaldrmi panika je pocela. On je bjesomucno pucao i pogadjao dok su vristeci trcali, makar je tako vidio, sa visine nije cuo nista. Kad je mase nestalo pazljivo je odlozio oruzje, zagledao se u dubinu. I zaronio. Trenutak prije nego je udario u tlo proslo mu je kroz glavu: "Mrzis me". Probudio se znojan i duboko udahnuo. "Zasto sanjam padove kad vise ne rastem?", pomisli, "Rastes", rece mu glas u glavi, "vise nego ikad". "Koji je tebi jebeni kurac covjece", rece i nastavi da bulji u plafon ostatak jutra